Monday our internet went out so I couldn't post my blog.
Then, all day yesterday, I had to deal with the school (yes I am going back to college, woohoo). Anyways, by the time I got home and cooked dinner I was so stressed. My nerves were shot.
Lastly, I had to deal with the damn DMV today. I was expecting a long stressful event but, surprisingly, I was in and out in less then 20 min.
Ok I know I know get on with it.
The Biggest Loser Challenge
Every Monday we are supposed to link up and post our results. I love doing stuff like this because it keeps me motivated. Now, I just hope with all this stress and bad news I keep getting it will get me started.
Starting Weight: 210
Goal Weight: 150 (I know it is not realistic to reach by the end of this challenge but it's my over all goal)
Weekly Goal: 2lbs a week
Pants Size: I'm a 16/18 depending on the brand. mostly 16s.
Pant goal: Single digits!
I am so tired of being over weight. Growing up I was always the biggest friend but I was always in shape because I played sports. Things just went down hill since then. I am tired of feeling gross and sluggish. I am tired of always feeling sick and having stomach problems because I only eat junk. I really want to have another baby but not with this body. I don't want to start off horrible and then it get even worse. I want to finally feel comfortable when I go swimming. I don't have to be in a bikini (well that would be nice) but just something I feel comfortable in.
My first 5k Dec 5, 2009 Just lost 30lb. Weighing 160lbs.
Warning these next pictures your about to see are very disturbing!
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These pictures were taken October 2012. First family photos in two years because of my weight.
I was weighing 210 lbs. The sad part is the lady took wonderful pictures but out of like 50 I only like maybe 2 with the ones of me in them because they weren't body shots. I just don't like how I look and I'm ashamed.
Time to get moving. I did it before and I know I can do it again.
Oh, I was looking for a good heart rate monitor. I have been looking up a lot of them. I want one that is for more then just running. I was looking at the body bug like the one they use on the biggest loser but the ratings look bad. Please let me know what you use.
I know exactly how you feel. I hate getting my picture taken too because of my weight. My weight went downhill after I had my daughter. Where did you get the info on The Biggest Loser challenge? I'd like to start it too.
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Coming over from the challenge. I don't think the pictures are disturbing at all, but with so much saying women should look and be a certain way it's hard not to be so judgmental of ourselves. You will do great, and get back to a healthier you. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteI guess for me they are disturbing because I let myself go that far after losing all that weight. It's going to be stuff and I already of obstacles trying to stop me but I will do it.
DeleteI feel you I have totally pushed back engagment pictures because I dont want to see me like this!!! If I can 15-20 off by the end of Feburary I will feel better. Dont feel like you let yourself go (even though I totally feel that way) We can do this!!!!!
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